☹️Band of Brothers: Why We Fight ☹️Lot23 died. The server overheated. ☹️My coffee is not very delicious this morning. ☹️... make that, \"a specific Bath and Body Works scent.\" Or something. Bah. ☹️Sarah didn‘t get the job. ☹️I NEED TO WORK AT JETFUEL‘S COMPANY SO I CAN GET AN IPHONE ☹️Fighting with my daughter over Shakespeare Camp. She doesn‘t want to go, I want her to try out first and then decide. GRRR=13 year olds. ☹️Brooklyn Children‘s Museum was closed. ☹️The Internet connection was down. ☹️I‘m sorry Bouquet. I‘ve been negligent. ☹️Dave‘s going to Walla Walla for the week, leaving me the single parent of a surly thirteen year old. ☹️Bbblllllleeeeaaaauuuuuurrrrrgggghhhhhhhhhhh ☹️tried to get a Dr appt and couldn‘t ☹️tried to make another Dr appt... i failed ☹️We didn‘t get the Duplex of Destiny ☹️Felt crappy and miss Rossy :( ☹️So sorry about Jon‘s cat. ☹️Got turned down for a great job. Sad day. ☹️The Chartreuse had weird floaty bits, so I couldn‘t make Champs Elys√©es cocktails. ☹️Turns out the noises I heard while trying to fall asleep were actually someone getting shot ☹️Attempted to celebrate Repeal Day, but the cork was dry and much of the brandy‚Äôs alcohol had evaporated. ☹️Bad day at work, but it was salvaged. ☹️Read reviews of potential apartment. Walked around complex at night. Despaired. ☹️I heard the news today, oh boy. So we lit candles, ate good Indian take-out, and listened to \"Love\". ☹️Woke up out-of-sorts and without coffee beans. ☹️The pig circus in Phinney was sold out. ☹️Wah! More notes from the director!! ☹️Some tough tough meetings. Glad to be on the other side of them. ☹️I‘m still kind of unhappy today. Still about the violin but about a lot of other things too. I wish it were 2009 in July. That way I‘ll know if I‘m in grad school and if I get to live in the apartment that I really want. All this prep time really makes me unhappy as I have no idea what to do with myself. ☹️Had a bad dream where President Obama was assassinated early in his term. ☹️why is it that I don‘t want to do anything anymore. I‘m not depressed I don‘t think. Its just that when it comes to me having to do something I would rather just lie in bed. I want to be productive. I‘m just not. ☹️Stupid late convo and sleeplessness ☹️Learned a lesson the hard way. ☹️paid bills, will tackle things tomorrow. ☹️I really want to move to LA today for some reason. Have been wanting to leave all morning. ☹️still no internet at the house. I‘m working on a few things but mostly just need a job. ☹️Feeling super weird and scattered ☹️More intercontinental tech support; the TiBook is pretty shot and they‘re getting a Windows machine :( ☹️mac book pro has been crashing. a. lot. almost unusable. and it started while i was in the middle of installing iphone os 2.0 on my touch. Rather disappointing. ☹️Third try for site SSL fails. ☹️I don‘t know who can replace Russert. ☹️Dang conversations about the future... ☹️waited for Hunt‘s friend, edited dust spots on photos, and looked up marriage/divorce. ☹️Near-complete sleep failure ☹️Office minifridge started making a horrible rattling noise. ☹️Trying not to think about how much I dislike some people. ☹️Feeling weird about work and stuff ☹️Oh, just catastrophically bad. ☹️Stayed home from the wedding to take care of the dude. ☹️Here we keep going again and again ☹️Jocelyn rear-ended by crazy woman after the wedding. ☹️Nonmotivation is when I don‘t feel like doing anything but reading. Depression is when I don‘t even feel like reading. ☹️Dryer appears to be terminal ☹️Can‘t find pre-pay phone. Eeek. ☹️Nervous, depressed, and frustrated ☹️Kate returns to Fremont with Donna. David is sad. ☹️Kate puts in a couple of hours. ☹️Some people feel like this every day ☹️Really sad. Might have lost Elliott video.